hmm.. we won queensway 3-1
u noe why was there a "1" ?
cos i let in dat goal... which was super weak n dat striker jus anihow poked the ball in as quoted by jiemin.. yet i cld actly miss it.. no nt dat i missed.. i touched it.. but i jus dint manage to block it out..

den today she was like telling mi.. if the striker makes mistake.. still gt the midfielders to help her out.. if the midfielders make mistakes.. still gt the defenders to help out.. but once the goalkeeper makes mistake.. no1 can help her.. n she turns into a villain..

ya makes sense rite? esp. usu.. goalkeepers r usu. seen as the direct cause of a goal which is let in.. but actly even if it isn't in most cases..
it is in dis case.. wen we had evaluation.. the defenders sat down tgt.. n i told dem.. i had to bear 99.99999 percent of the fault.. n jiemin said.. n i hafta bear 0.00000001 percent of the fault.. assumptions made.. i wldn call it miscommunication.. i jus guess i haf poor judgement..

basically as they said.. i made two mistakes at one go.. the first mistake led on to the second mistake.... i dint go up n cover the striker's angle... den i comtemplated.. i leaned forward.. den i backtracked... n i had the dare to call out for the ball... like !@#$% rite?
okay neh mind.. u wna stay at the goal post u better block out the ball.. bestest part is.. the goal was like damn weak.. n i jus couldn get miself to wake up to the idea n go get it.. n ya.. it slipped the touch of mi fingers..... n before u noe it.. in dat split of a second it ended up in the net..
n the stunnedness in everybody's face... one by one u see sum of the players coming up to mi saying things to mi but mi ears block out alr..
u noe rite.. until now.. for dese two matches played.. i cannot recall an attempted ball kicked DIRECTLY into the net dat i haf caught b4...
in a way.. the morale dipped big time after dat goal thx to mi....
n yaa... i proved mr lim right in a sense cos he alr told coach grace is not ready n she shouldn play at all...

basically i was given a chance to prove dat i can block a goal.. n it was the first n a weak one as well... but i chose to miss it.. during trngs.. i haf caught goals stronger n worst than dat... but today.. i admit coach is rite.. i haf no self-belief.. i jus tink dat im gna miss every single goal dat the striker kicks in..

a crap game i had.. whereby came twice.. fers the punt was crap.. second the ball went in..

so wad was all the trngs for mann...